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    毕业,未毕业

    毕业就在眼前了,但不知为什么
    兴奋不起来。过往也曾面临
    虚无,但这次的虚无来
    的如此之快,如此
    之大——面对
    五年的虚
    无。
     
    本科的五年,漫长却又短暂,记不清楚大一大二时做过的那些幼稚的
    事,但初中高中的事情却仿佛就在昨天;在一个城市生活了五年,但又像
    只呆了五天一样陌生;我们用五年的时间证明是全国的no. 1,但放眼世界我
    们的力量又有微不足道;学习就像跑步,自己飞快前进,但总是发现还有人在前面
    ;有足够的时间来学习,但又感觉学习的时间远远不够;家里塞满了知识,但扪心自问
    有多少塞到大脑里;面对马上将要毕业的事实,但发现有许多事情未完成;说的清毕业设计
    ,但说不清自己是否做好了毕业的准备,或者说面对未来的准备。设计就像修行,要考领悟才能
    前进,而毕业就像是定期检查你是否偷懒,我没有偷懒,但自认为还未毕业,因为还没修行到那
    个境界——自我衡量的那个境界。面对毕业我只想说你来的太快,真的希望自己有预见未来的能
    力,哪怕只能像电影中的那样预见两分钟,这样我就会更加努力;希望在未来的几年里我能把失
    去的、落后的东西补回来;也希望这是我最后一次反省,最后一次面对虚无,最后一次写这样令
    自己难受的文章;当出国时,我会做好准备,一定会做好准备……………………………我要加油

    to girlfriend____our littlest things

    TO MY GIRLGRIEND: 
     
    过往的      小事组
    合成了我们  的回忆,赋
    予我们的生活以价值,我们
    也是在这些或美妙或平
    淡或悲伤的回忆中
    享受着生活
    每一
              
     
                LITTLEST THINGS        
                Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
                Especially when I have to watch other people kissin' 
                And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
                All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
                I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
                I dont know why I trusted you but I knew that I could
                We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
                I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt
                
                Dreams, Dreams
                Of when we had just started things
                Dreams of you and me
                It seems, It seems
                That I can't shake those memories
                I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
                The littlest things that take me there
                I know it sounds lame but its so true
                I know its not right, but it seems unfair
                That things are reminding me of you
                Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
                Even if only for one weekend
                So come on, Tell me
                Is this the end?
     
                Drinkin' tea in bed
                Watching DVD's
                When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
                You'd take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
                As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
                the first time that you introduced me to your friends
                and you could tell that I was nervous, so you held my hand
                when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
                there's no one in the world that could replace you
                
                Dreams, Dreams
                Of when we had just started things
                Dreams of me and you
                It seems, It seems
                That I can't shake those memories
                I wonder if you feel the same way too
                The littlest things that take me there
                I know it sounds lame but its so true
                I know its not right, but it seems unfair
                That things reminding me of you
                Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
                Even if only for one weekend
                So come on, Tell me
                Is this the end?
     
     
     
     

    《书》

    在进行知识累计的我们,同时也被知识侵蚀。知识的典型代表就是书:书是他人
    思想的物质化载体,当你被某本书深深吸引的同时,作者的目的就达到了。作者
    用他的思想侵蚀着读者的思想,使我们渐渐的成了他(她)的信徒,迷失了自我。
    “书籍是人类的营养品”。从另一个角度看,人类在接受这营养品,享受的同时,
    也深深依赖着它们,无法挣脱——就像毒品。在这个叛逆的年代、怀疑一切的年
    代,一个需要张扬自我的原创的年代,真正有创造力的人是不受任何思想束缚的,
    需要对知识提出质疑,提出挑战。过多的书籍只会成为限制我们创造力的铁脚镣。
     
    ——水可载舟,亦能覆舟——
    ————尽信书不如无书——